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| Lately I've been slacking off. It's led me into a small state of depression! But I will dig myself out of this! I have a whole week to make up all work I am missing. You won't defeat me school! *shakes angry fist*
Communications class has been cancelled for the whole week which is uber awesome. I totally never finished some important stuff in the class and now I can turn it in late, yet it will be on time!
Now I just have to catch up with history. I never turned in the take home midterm. <---STUPID
Gotta finish my A Doll's House Essay for Thursday. Which means I have to finish it tonight because I have class till 9:30 tomorrow. Ugh
In other crazy news, I watched Clannad again, and I cried at the end of the Fuko arc. AGAIN. Sheesh, it's not like I don't know what the plot twist is. I almost cried at the end of the Kotomi arc, but I held back the tears. lol Really I like this show, even if it is based on a visual novel aimed at males. It's really a touching series. Of course the first season was nothing compared to the amazing end that is After Story. Sadly, I was crazy and watched one of the last episodes in that series ina public place. I looked silly, because I wouldn't tell anyone why I was teary eyed.
I dunno, I find this amusing. I never really watch series that make me cry. Usually I prefer the kinds of shows that get me energized.
So yea, that's what's goin' on. | | |
| It often changes, it seems one day I know exactly what I want and how I'm going to get to that goal. Then the next moment I find myself questioning if that's what I really want out of life. It's a very confusing way to live. I don't ever recall worrying about my future this much, ever. I'm a live in the moment kind of person so I've never cared much for thinking about the future.
College isn't going so well. I've started to lose motivation. And once that starts for one class, it slowly spreads to all the others. I'm going to fail a class or two if I don't get my act together soon. What a waste of money for sure.
I lost my credit card the other day, and I suppose that's what has me traveling down this path of negative thinking. Which is something I try my hardest to avoid. I wonder if it's because today is a stormy sort of day. *le sigh*
What I really need is a break from my family and school. Even if it's only two or three days. But that's not gonna happen any time soon. It's the holiday season after all. At least I'll get the break from school.
I feel LOST! I need to find something that will guide me out of this. How are others so motivated? Why don't I feel that kind of spirit at all? | | |
| It's true, I'm writing two entries in one month!
Okay so now for some seriousness. College has presented me with a semi serious problem. There's a serious difference in the past of me and my peers. Most of them are having, or have had some kind of money crisis. The same can not be said for my family. I wouldn't know how to deal with it. So when they are always discussing their get rich quick schemes, I just can't relate. I have no need for more money than I already have. Life is really stable right now. I wouldn't want to risk it. So making friends is kinda difficult for me.
But I do get plenty of socialness, from my awesome skype friends. Really, all it took was a bunch of people gathering on a forum to get a bunch of cool people together to chat away on skype.
BTW I'm on episode 99 of Reborn now. lol
So yea, that's me right now. | | |
| Ummm so like I've been watching Reborn basically non stop for the past few days and like I'm so totally addicted! It's a very cute show, at first at least. Then there are battles and everything just goes crazy from then on. It's a lot of fun and I'm currently on episode 42. I wonder how much farther I will be by the end of the week. I just don't want to watch too much so I get burnt out and don't take full advantage of the episodes that are right in front of me.
Anyway I just died of laughter since we told Tarkess we have a clip of him talking. WITH HIS HORRID ACCENT.
Life is good, college has good and bad points.
YAY! | | |
| Once again it's been a long while, but I've been busy.
Being hacked and then trying to unite everyone. Then the new place is pure spam! But no more. I've united some of my more recent forum friends and we are going to create an awesome forum of win.
We've set it up and so far so good. We just need posting members.
Seriously though I've been doing rather well! Goin' to college in a few weeks. Life is pretty grand. | | |
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